We immigrated, my wife and myself with our two children, to the United States coming from France. After a few fully expected hardships, the usual American miracle worked its way and our life started following a quite successful course. My situation with a research department of a major oil company in a mid-western city quickly improved, the children loved their schools, we made a lot of friends.Then came the great day when my wife and myself became citizens of this republic. We were both sitting in a federal court room along with about 30 other prospective new Americans. Around us stood delegations of schools, civic organizations, Daughters of the American Revolution with flags, all waiting to see the forthcoming ceremony and greet all of us.The bailiff asked us to rise. Silence spread over the solemn court room. The federal judge was about to enter.Suddenly, for a reason I could not explain, I felt a compulsion to address myself to a friend standing with his wife in front of me, and who also were about to become citizens. "Lotar," I said in a very quiet whisper, "do you know what will happen to me tonight?""No," was his scarcely audible answer."Well," I said, "for the first time in my life I'll go to bed with an American girl."My poor wife beside me and my poor friends in front of me had to strive hard to overcome an irresistible urge to laugh. The judge entered. Then we all became genuinely solemn.252 wordsFrom Arthur LubinskiTulsa, Oklahoma
...Tell Me a Yarn
Friday, August 4, 2023
1952: Arthur's American Girl
Sunday, July 9, 2023
1944: Uncle Paul Memorizes a Fake Identity
Last winter, I discovered that there was a file on my Uncle Paul Lubinski (my grandfather's younger brother) in the UK National Archives. I requested a file search and then paid to have the file digitized and sent to me.
It turns out he worked for the S.O.E. (I thought he'd been in the RAF), was a radio/teletype operator, a paratrooper (at 5'5" tall!) and he was sent on secret missions to Belgium and Germany between 1944 and 1945.
He had at least two different aliases, and a couple of code names ("Ironside" and "The Termite"). Most of the file is in English, but there are a few pages in French, and I just translated one of them: it's the cover story for one of Uncle Paul's fake identities. Whoa. How cool is that?!?
He must have memorized it before parachuting into Belgium, and it's a weird blend of fake, real, and similar.
- In real life, he was a mechanical engineer like my grandfather, and in the cover story, he was an electrician.
- His birthdate was the same in real life and in the cover story.
- His mother's first name is Micheline in both real life and in his cover story, but her maiden name is in the story is fake (though similar to other family names).
- His father's real name was Herman, but was Henri in the cover story.
- In his cover story, his parents had been born in Belgium and had already died. In real life, they were born in Poland and were naturalized Belgian Citizens and his father at least was still alive. His mother may also have still been alive (though she did die before the end of the war).
- In real life he had been born in Poland, but in the cover story, he had been born in Belgium (in real life, his family returned to Belgium when he was a child).
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NAME: LEBEQUE
SQUAD:
DATE: 28.8.44
PRELIMINARY COVER SKETCH
1. IDENTITY false true
Name: XXXXX Paul LEFABVRE
15 av. de France (Frankrijklei)
ANTWERP.
Place and date of birth: 18.2.1918
Identity card Commune of: ETTERBEEK
Issued on: 40
(see details attached)
Family details: (in case of false identity)
Father: Henri LEFEBVRE (Courtier d'Ase.) born in CHARLEROI, died in BRUSSELS in 1939 aged 58 years. He worked for S.A. Le Phéniz.
Mother: Micheline born TELLFELD in ANTWERP and died in ANTWERP aged 56.
He is unmarried.
2. YOUR PRE-WAR LIFE:
In 1925 your parents moved to BRUSSELS at 19 Av. del la Chasse, ETTERBEEK.
1926-1936 Collège St. Michel, Bd. St. Michel, ETTERBEEK.
1936-1939 University of Brussels (Provide real details yourself)
1938 No Military Service "Sursis" because of your studies.
After your father's death you left the University and worked atxx E. DE RYCK (Radio-Depannage) 195 Av. de TERVUEREN 1939 you and your xxxx xxxxxxxx to xxxxxxxxxxx to:-.
3. YOUR LIFE FROM 1940 UNTIL YOUR DEPARTURE FROM BELGIUM:
43 AV. EDOUARD DE THIBAULT - ETTERBEEK.
4. YOUR JOURNEY FROM BELGIUM:
May 14, 1940 Left by train passing through AMIENS - ROUEN - LE MANS - TOURS - VIERZON - LIMOGES - MONTAUBAN - TOULOUSE.
5. YOUR STAY ABROAD:
June, 1940 - November, 1942 in TOULOUSE staying with friends M.L. BARLANGUE, (electrician) 30 rue Caraman.
December, 1940 - November, 1942 worked Ets. PEROURET (electricians) 23 Allée Jean-Jaurès. TOULOUSE.
November, 1942 - March, 1944 with M. Falabrègue - route d'Avignon, Châteaurenard-Provence, in a farmhouse.
6. YOUR TRIP BACK TO BELGIUM:
March, 944 back to Belgium AVIGNON - VALENCE - LYON - DIJON - PARIS (G. de Lyon) - PARIS (G. de l'Est) - MEAUX - REIMS - MEZIERES - CHARLEVILLE GIVET. (Clandestine passage between GIVET and Heer-Agimont.
Returned to the same address in ETTERBEEK, staying with your mother's friends: Mme. Vervaone.
Worked from May, 1944 - “X” September, 1944 in the Ministry of Labor and Social Welfare attached to the “Special Mutual Fund for Family Allowances for Trade and Itinerant Crafts, Hawking and Professions exercised by Showmen, 12 rue de la Presse, BRUSSELS.
NOTE:
If you consider that a change needs to be made to this project, you must inform us within 10 days of receipt of this sheet. In the absence of such notice, the detailed text of your cover will be prepared as outlined above.
Monday, June 19, 2023
Good coffee on the cheap (sort of)
Coffee can be an expensive habit, no doubt.
But, it doesn't have to be.
Here are some easy ways to improve your coffee game without breaking the bank. I ranked these from most important to least, so start at the top of your list, and work your way down, stopping at any time you want. But, if you do nothing else, I'd at least follow the first two suggestions (grinding just before brewing, and buying fresher beans).
Buy whole beans and grind just before brewing. Purchasing pre-ground coffee guarantees a stale cup within a day or two. So, get a grinder and buy whole beans. Grinders start under $20.
- Hand crank burr grinder. Burr grinders produce a consistent grind (though you'll need to experiment until you get a good grind size, so expect to get a few bad cups at first). Cheapest are hand-cranked, something like this: https://a.co/d/9Ty0UD6. $19.
- Blade grinders are not as good because they don't produce consistent particle sizes. BUT, a blade grinder is still a huge step up from buying pre-ground coffee. Coarseness/fineness is determined by the time spent grinding (a longer grind time results in finer grounds, a shorter one results in a coarser grind). Grind for 15 seconds and see how the coffee tastes, then grind for longer/shorter times until you get a cup you like.
- Any electric burr grinder of your choice. They start around $40 and go on up in price. BUT DO NOT USE THE HOPPER. They do a poor job of storing the coffee, exposing the beans to light and air, causing the beans to go stale. Do what is called "single dosing" and pour just what you need for that batch of coffee into the grinder.
- Store it in the bag: the bag the beans are sold in usually have a little one-way valve on them. Just store it in the bag, and get an alligator cup measuring spoon. Squeeze excess air from the bag, and clip it closed with one of these. https://a.co/d/4wP0VPD. $5.
- If you go through a 12 ounce bag of coffee relatively quickly (say, in a week or so) get a medium Airscape. https://a.co/d/g5DnVPf. Get one of the metal or ceramic ones, not glass (glass exposes the beans to light, which isn't good for them). $32
- If it takes you more than say 10 days to finish 12 ounces, then get a small metal or ceramic Airscape (same link as above, but select small). $27. Put about half the beans in the Airscape, and leave the rest in the bag. Squeeze all the air out of the bag, clip it closed with a cheap alligator clip, and pop the bag in the freezer. When you need more beans, remember to let them thaw fully before opening the bag. $27.
- If you buy a bunch of coffee at a time as I do (to save on postage), vacuum pack the beans and keep them in the fridge (and as with frozen beans, let them warm up before opening the container and transferring to the airscape). Use brown glass canning jars to limit light exposure, and a handpump (or if you have it, an electric vacuum sealer like a Food Saver).
- Amber Canning jars. https://a.co/d/cJAZu5P. Pints (widemouth only!) are a good size because they contain about 1/2 a bag of beans. Once sealed, I keep these in the fridge and when I'm ready to open a jar, I let it come up to room temp overnight and transfer to the Airscape. Get wide-mouth jars (not regular). $35
- Hand pump. https://a.co/d/2Yqa0Xi. You'll use this to pump the air out of the canning jar. I take the vacuum to 20 psi on the dial. You will also need the FoodSaver jar sealer. $17.
- FoodSaver jar sealer. https://a.co/d/1Lpz2mn. Use the wide mouth version (I usually can't get the narrow-mouth to work). Plug one end of the tubing into the lid sealer, and if using the handpump, you'll remove the connector from the other end of the tubing, and use one of the adapters from the hand pump kit to attach the tubing to the pump. Remove the ring from the jar, slide the sealer down over the lid, pump to 20, then push the little pressure release on the pump, then remove the jar sealer. The lid should be vacuumed down. $20.
- If you have a microwave, get a microwave-safe glass measuring cup and a cheap metal thermometer. Nothing fancy is needed. Measure your water, heat to boiling, then take it out and stick the thermometer into the water. When it drops to 200-205, then use it to brew your coffee.
- Electric kettle (any inexpensive one will do fine). They run $25-$40. You'll still need a thermometer though.
- Pop in a filter, fill it with hot tap water to pre-heat it while you are heating the brew water.
- When the brew water is ready, drain the preheat water and discard.
- Fill it with 400 ml (14 ounces) of 200F brew water and add 25g (2 tbsp more or less) of medium ground coffee
- Give it a stir until the floating grounds are fully wet, then put the lid on.
- Stir after 2 minutes (to get any remaining floating grounds to sink).
- Drain at 4 minutes by setting it onto your mug. The edge of your mug will release the valve, and the coffee drains from the brewer.
- Coffee scale (any cheap kitchen scale will do, but coffee scales are designed for a wetter environment and they are more expensive). But they are great because you don't have to measure anything by volume. You brew on the scale itself and do everything by weight.
- Variable temperature electric kettle - Bonavita makes one but I like the Fellow Stagg Electric kettle ($195). It takes the water to the desired temp and holds it there so no guesswork. Some cheaper electric tea kettles have pre-sets. Look for one that has a 200F or 205F setting, but they do cost a bit more (start at around $50 instead of $30).
Friday, March 31, 2023
1944: The American Conscientious Objector, Part 4: Seismic Shifts
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I heard from a historian yesterday who specialized in the OSS Operational Groups, and ... Well, buckle your seatbelts and brace yourself for a paradigm shift: The conscientious objector may not have actually been a CO, and he might have lied to my grandfather.
The irony here is really thick: the decision to finally go ahead and immigrate to America might have been at least partially based on a lie. That irony appeals to the writer in me. Still, it also makes me a little uncomfortable as Arthur's granddaughter because it implies that my grandfather either fell for a deception OR he got some part of the story significantly wrong.
The case for the lie:
The group description, timing, and location all point to the OSS Operational Group JUSTINE. It was a 15-man group that parachuted into the Vercors on 28 June, conducted ambushes against the Germans, and was on the run or hiding for much of the time. From the website linked above, we also know the following:
23 July-15 August. With German forces surrounding and patrolling the Vercors, the Section headed north toward the Chartreuse Mountains. An 11-day period was spent in the woods, the Section surviving on raw potatoes and occasional cheese. With Maquis help the Section, in weakened condition, reached the Belledonne Mountains.
17 August. 11 airmen joined the Section.
If my grandfather encountered JUSTINE, then it was probably the group from August 17th that he encountered.
The historian knew the members of the group personally, and here are some excerpts from what he wrote me:
- The elements that dropped in were so small, that there would not be the ability to accommodate a CO in a denied environment. Each man had to be able to and willing to fight. The OGs went through a selection and assessment process, and a training regime that was heavy on combatives and firearms familiarization. A CO would have been weeded out as they would not fit the mission profile.
- I knew many of these men and have researched, studied, and written about the OGs for almost 20 years. I knew many of the group that went into Southern France. Because they trained together for an extensive period, they were very close, and had no trouble talking about each other. I only mention this because if there had been a CO among their ranks, I certainly would have heard about it.
The case for the mistake:
The size of the radio and its broadcast capabilities don't fit with the OSS Operational Groups. Here's what the historian said (note: these quotes came from different emails):
- JUSTINE did have radios, and the operator was T/5 James W. Murray. For the first set, the crystals were either faulty or damaged in the drop. The signal was so weak that they often could not get past the atmospherics to reach base in Algiers. The second set, dropped on 12 August, performed better.
- However, these radios would have been very portable, because the section had to move on foot. Therefore, a large radio like your [grand]father described would not have been utilized by an OG. The OGs that entered France from Algiers, appear to have used SSTR-1s. These sets would be supplemented with small radios previously parachuted into the resistance because the SSTR-1s were very delicate and hard to parachute/move across country without damage.
- It is also possible (given the size of the radio he mentioned) that it was at another time entirely when they were already liberated. While a team would not have been in touch with the Pentagon, it could have been another element entirely.
Once I got past my shock, I decided to make a list of possible explanations, even the ones I hated:
- My grandfather never met a CO, liked the idea of it, and added it to his own story. No. Absolutely not. It's really not possible. He was honest to a fault and rigidly ethical. NO ONE who knew him would ever agree that he would do that. He even corrected something he said in his speech (he said the CO was the first American he had ever met), explaining that technically, he'd encountered an American earlier in the summer but never spoke to him.
- My grandfather mistakenly conflated two different stories. Perhaps he met the JUSTINE group and met a CO later, after liberation? After a certain point in late August and through September, LOTS of Americans came through his area (were daily visitors to his FFI unit’s command post). This feels really unlikely, but maybe? But my mother and aunts grew up hearing it, starting when they were small children (i.e., so close to the time), and the details never wavered in 5 decades.
- My grandfather misunderstood the man in some way. This is possible, but the story's details don't support this idea. In a letter dated just a few weeks after the events in question, he described his English skills: he easily understood the BBC broadcasts. He could comfortably write well in the language but had difficulty speaking it, particularly with slang and difficult words. "Conscientious Objector" might be a complex phrase, but the rest of the conversation would have been easy to follow. I know from his writing in English that dates from that time that his skills really were pretty good.
- The soldier was lying or joking, and my grandfather didn’t realize it. This is a possibility. Thus far, one friend and two historians have independently suggested this possibility.
- The soldier WAS a CO but was part of a group other than the OSS Operational Groups. This is also a possibility. I believe this is most likely if my grandfather got the timeline wrong, and it happened later, after liberation, when the Allies could afford to send in a conscientious objector. The size of the radio described by my grandfather supports this scenario. Still, there is precedent for his misremembering the sizes of things (he got the scale pretty wrong when he described the tank traps his factory produced before the occupation).
I will leave it to you to decide what is the best scenario. If the soldier your grandfather approached were an OG, I think it highly unlikely they would provide a weapon to an interested party to examine, especially if that person was unknown to them. Please keep in mind the team would have recently parachuted into enemy-occupied territory and was still getting the lay of the land. Since there were spies and collaborators in the area, it would have been very risky to give up a weapon simply because someone wanted to see it. The OG would have no idea of the motive of the person asking. A CO story could have been a way to get someone to move on. Just a thought.
I rather like this explanation. It is an entirely reasonable explanation for the American's actions.
Thursday, March 30, 2023
1944: The American Conscientious Objector, Part 3
I got another response from a command historian with the U.S. Army about my request to better understand how a Conscientious Objector wound up as a radio operator and paratrooper in France in August of 1944:
Finally, I find a conscientious objector serving in the field with the OSS unlikely. Extremely UNLIKELY. While I could see the OSS having conscientious objectors, especially if they had special technical or language skills.
However, it had plenty of analytical, behind-the-lines jobs that would use those skills. So it doesn't make sense that an operational group would have a conscientious objector. It's not so much that they were considered cowards as the team needed to have confidence in everyone else. If you were in enemy territory, would you want someone on your team that would not carry a weapon and be prepared to shot someone that was threatening you? Yes, this conscientious objector might have wanted to volunteer, but would the team have taken him?
On the other hand, stuff happens in war. Did the primary radio operator break his ankle/leg in a training accident just before the mission? Then the OSS couldn't get a replacement in time so had to scrape up one from England or North Africa (wherever they started from).
My initial impression was that the American was more or less teasing your grandfather--it's something that I might have done: making light of the dangerous or stressful situation with absurdity. But that's all guessing on my part.
So, another "unlikely but not impossible" response. :-)
1943: International Red Cross: An 80-Year-Old Family Message
You let us know in a family message from the Red Cross, which took 15 months for the outward and return journey ...
In 1942 and 1943, we tried twice to get you to pay $300 to people whose families were living in France or Switzerland and who would be able to send us money. We did not succeed. But I hope you didn't pay anything. This is Mrs. Grace Lynch and Dr. Stanisz.
- 1863: the first convention occurred the same year the ICRC was founded, and it obliges combatants and governments to care for wounded soldiers, regardless of which side they are on.
- 1909: the second convention extended these protections to naval forces and shipwreck survivors.
- 1929: the third convention added protections for POWs. There were also efforts to establish protections for civilians, but they were ultimately unable to get them ratified.
- 1949: The fourth convention happened in direct response to the atrocities of WW2. It added protections for civilians in war zones and occupied areas and updated all the protections from the first three conventions.
The ICRC persuaded governments to adopt a new Geneva Convention in 1929 to provide greater protection for prisoners of war. But despite the obvious broader threats posed by modern warfare, it was unable to have them agree on new laws to protect civilians in time to prevent the atrocities of World War II.
However, this period also saw the ICRC's greatest failure: its lack of action on behalf of victims of the Holocaust and other persecuted groups. Lacking a specific legal basis, bound by its traditional procedures and hindered in its ability to act by its ties with the Swiss establishment, it was unable to take decisive action or to speak out. It was left to individual ICRC delegates to do what they could to save groups of Jews.
I had many, many, many friends who, instead of being … treated as soldiers and waiting for the end of the war in a prisoner-of-war camp, they were shot. Killed immediately.
First, he denied being the traitor we were all looking for. But after a clever, long questioning by one of our officers, he confessed his crime. He was then left for a day in a barn, without any food or water, as a result of all this hatred accumulated against him. But this was against my own principles of humanity and civilization. We did not wage war against the barbarian Nazis to become similar to them, even not in retaliation. I brought him some food and water. He thanked me. Looking straight into his eyes, I said, “Would you have done it [for me]? I know that you wouldn’t, and you do not deserve my help. I do not do it for you, but for myself, for my conscience.”
Monday, March 27, 2023
1944: The American Conscientious Objector, Part 2
The conscientious objector story is still tripping me up, so I wrote to the U.S. Army Center of Military History (CMH) asking about the Conscientious Objector (CO) that my grandfather met in France around the time of Operation Dragoon (August 15, 1944) which was the secondary landing of the Allies in southern France. Did they know if any COs ever learned to be paratroopers and radio operators?
COs regularly did go behind enemy lines unarmed, but usually as chaplains or medics and also typically as part of big groups that could afford to have unarmed people in their party. Small commando groups like the one my grandfather described wouldn't have had the luxury of including an unarmed person without a really good reason.
So the first thing I thought of was giving the man another duty - perhaps he was the radio operator and a medic. But what else? What other specialized skills might he have had that would explain allowing a CO to go along on such a trip? He apparently didn't speak French - I think my grandfather would have mentioned it if so - and my grandfather specifically mentioned how difficult it was for him to understand the guy's American-accented English. Maybe he had electronics knowledge or something?
Anyway, I got a response from the CMH yesterday. Here's one military historian's thoughts on the matter:
Hmm, dubious but remotely possible. This unit sounds a lot like one of the Operational Groups (OG), from the Office of Strategic Services. There are indications that the OSS allowed conscientious objectors although I doubt they could have been in a small combat unit like the OG’s.
Possible the USASOC history office might have more details on OG’s in France and their recruitment/personnel. Even though OG’s were technically not part of the Army, they drew heavily on Army personnel. Conscientious objectors were given noncombatant roles in the Army during WWII—see “Hacksaw Ridge.” Whether that included medics for a small group behind enemy lines is less certain.
The CMH librarian also included about 20 additional email addresses I could use to ask further questions, so hopefully there's more info to come.
In the end, I may just have to accept that the American was simply exceptional and while hard to believe, was real.